Letter of Mujahid to his mother
In the Name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful!
Praise be to Allah - Lord of the worlds, whom we praise and ask for help and forgiveness. We resort to Allah from the evil of our souls and deeds. Indeed, nobody will deceive those whom Allah has guided to the straight path, and non will guide to the straight path those whom Allah sent astray. I testify that there is no god but Allah, Who has no companions, and I testify that Muhammad - His servant and messenger! And then...
Assalamu Alaikum Wa Rahmatullahi Wa Barakatuh!
Peace and blessings be upon you, my dear mother! I have long wondered how to convey to you my thoughts and feelings, and decided to write you this letter. Let Dad be not offended that the letter is addressed to you, his diligence and care, I do greatly appreciate, but the most near and dear to every man - is Mother! The Prophet (pbuh) said: "Paradise is under the feet of your mothers!"
In order not to invite you to anger enemies of Allah those who will joyfully attack you with different interrogations and calls to the police, and also, not to make our many relatives unleash their slanderous tongues, I will not mention names.
I am grateful to you my mommy, for all the difficulties that you suffered for the sake of my well-being, since that time when you bore me a long and difficult months, and ending with the fact that I became who I became - a Muslim, a Mujahid seeking forgiveness and Paradise. May Allah reward you for flour in which I was born into this world, for the nerves, for tears, the sleepless nights and hard days.
For instilled piety from childhood, for the years spent on my education, for the hardships that you encountered so that I would not need anything and would not feel deprived. By the grace of Almighty God and with your efforts, in my childhood I always had food, clothing and shelter.
This Rizk is from Allah, but the reasons contributing to this, where done by you. The most important thing to kids, it's warmth and kindness of parents, and I never felt the lack of warmth, affection and care from you. So I am very grateful to Allah and you for everything!
My precious mommy, a big part of your life took place in the communist kuffar country in which the people imposed on the false ideals and values. Kafir did their utmost to eradicate the fear of God in people, and any dissent, however, it happens in our days, but they will never extinguish the light of Allah, and praise be to Allah, He brought us to the straight path, and made us Muslims in the full sense of the word!
Can't you see how the Kabardian, Balkar, Karachay people changed, those who call themselves Muslims, those who from birth knows that wine and vodka is haram and pork is forbidden? What happened to the shame of people? What happened to their humanity? And what is left of their piety?
After all, your generation saw a little bit of those times when there were notions of honor, respect and honor for parents and elders, modesty, and so on, because your parents made salah, though secretly, and sought to inculcate piety to their children!
Even I remember a time when girls were ashamed to appear in public without a headscarf, and if seen alone with a man, it was considered a disgrace. Those who could not get rid of sinful habits, such as cigarettes, etc., hid their sins from the older, even in old age. Junior respected and revered their elders, they were even ashamed to eat in their presence. Modesty of Iman! If a man has no shame, then he does not have iman! But infidels worked hard, may Allah humiliate! From the shame of our ethnic Muslims and Muslim women, nothing is left.
In the words of Musa Mukozhev (may Allah have mercy on him) in one of his Friday Khutbah: "Parents send their daughter for adultery, and say that there is nothing wrong with that, because this is a guy with whom she meets!"
Subhan'Allah! How hard they try to make their children of those of the inhabitants of hell! Parents raise their children in a democracy under the laws of kuffar, give them money for beer and cigarettes, and say: "He still does it all anyway, and this way he doesn't have to ask anybody for it." Children smoke in the presence of parents and drinking alcohol, and watching indecent movies, together. And then parents wonder where this godless people appear form in the streets, freaks without shame or conscience. But this is not surprising. This a clear policy of infidels - to eradicate Islam and destroy the Muslims. They widespread debauchery and wickedness, in order to prosper in our land laws of kufr and polytheism!
Those mountaineers, who plunged into terror and panic the Army of infidels during the Russian-Caucasian war, now serve the infidels, and are ready to fight against the Muslims in order to earn the satisfaction of these dirty gyaurs (disbelievers).
Those mountaineers, who have never reconciled themselves to humiliation and insult from the kafir, are now subservient to kafir Russia to get a piece of lard on their table.
Those sincere Muslims who did not want to accept regime of infidels and to live in humiliation, are now citizens of Russia the kafir state and voluntarily celebrate Christian and pagan holidays, drinking vodka on the Christian Easter.
You've already heard all this from me many times, but again I say this thinking that now, when I left home and joined those who fight in the way of Allah, you will understand and hear me, with the help of Allah!
All what I do, I try to do for the sake of Allah. And this letter, I also write for the sake of Allah, because I want you to be happy with me, and indeed proud that your son is one of the servants of God who seeks to elevate the Word of Allah on earth! Think mummy, do you have nothing to be proud of me and the other mujahedeen?
We strive in the way of Allah and our goal is to raise the word of God high on earth! And what could be more beautiful than the words of Allah and His promises? We left the house and chose this path by the grace of Allah so that our land could be free of unbelief and falsehood, so that our descendants would not have to see all this ideological kafir dirt, and could live by the law of Allah, and absorb the religion of Allah from the cradle!
You have always told me not stand out among others, not to "stuck out", not to encourage to endorsed and not to restrain from that which is condemned, because I could be fired from work, people would turn away from me, would be considered as a "wahhabi", radical, and so on., and cops can tick me on the record with further consequences! But the essence of our religion - to encourage to good and to restrain from bad!
How can I not stand out and not "hang out" if there is so much dirt? To be like everyone else, I need to drink, smoke, swear obscenities, tell dirty jokes, to talk about women, engage in adultery, to seek more money, a career, etc. Think, do you really prefer that I behaved as these poor people? May Allah lead them to the straight path! Or do you wish that your son paved the way to heaven through his actions, and earned the right of intercession before Allah for their loved ones, getting the Martyrdom in the way of Allah?
Drawing away from this dirt, I can not be like everyone else. I do not want to be like everyone else, I want to be a Muslim! I want to get into the Gardens of Firdaus! How do I choose a career and the wealth of this world, before the infinite blessings of paradise promised to believers by Allah!
How can I neglect the great mercy of Allah which He showed me when he brought me out of the mud and made me a real Muslim? I swear to God one day in Islam, for me is more than all the years lived in ignorance, one prayer for me is more than all the riches that exist on this planet!
I want you to understand that now there can be no peaceful Muslims, because the infdels invaded our land, our values have changed, and now they are trying to divert us from our religion. There is no concept in Islam: "Make prayer at home, and do not stand out from the masses, and outside your home live according to the established law of infidels".
We, praise be to Allah, are Muslims, and should live under the law of Allah, go to the mosque, when and where we want, to have beards and ware head scarves, openly encourage to endorse and retain from the condemned, to take jizia from the infidels who should be in a position inferior to Muslims! And because we can not freely follow our religion, Allah calls us to fight in His way and elevate His word!
And we will work hard till the end on the path of Allah, until the word of Allah will not be above all else on earth and there will be no other law than the law of Allah! I was very hurt by the fact that my own mother did not support me in this matter. Why don't you aspire to do as our righteous ancestors, like those mothers who sent their sons to jihad and urged them to be zealous in this way?
Allah says in the Quran:
"Your wealth and your children are only a trial, whereas Allah! With Him is a great reward (Paradise)."(At-Tabagun, 15)
Remember the story about the woman who has had nothing to sacrifice for jihad but her hair and a son. She cut off her hair and entwining a whip for the Mujahideen, and sent his son to war, with instructions to give his live for the sake of Allah! And how glad she was to learn that he died on the way of Allah!
Remember Asma, the daughter of Abu Bakr, who as a blind old woman, ordered her son to remove the armor which defended him, with the words: "Someone who wants Paradise does not dress like that!" And urged him to fight until he is killed in the way of Allah !
Remember those mothers who learned that their sons were killed in a battle with infidels, rejoiced and said: "Verily we belong to Allah and to Him we will return"!
Unfortunately, you can not step over the love for your son, and bless me for that. You should put your love for Allah and His Messenger above love for your son and endorse my Jihad! Although you stand before Allah five times a day, and cry in a prayer to the Almighty, you probably never asked Allah to make me a Martyr!
I am deeply hurt that a public opinion is so important to you, the opinion of those who in their ignorance and stubbornness continue to turn away from the truth. Who is more important to you they or Allah?
Now relatives turned away from you and it is very hard for you to see such an attitude from those who you've helped and loved. But now you do not have physical capacity nor connections, and they simply do not need you. In this society, the elderly, who are not of any use, are rejected by everyone!
All your efforts to accumulate assets for me, to arrange for a prestigious job, to see how I get the respect and high standing in this dirty society, all these dreams dashed! Wake up at last, Mama! Did someone from those people who lived before take with them their accumulated property after death? Did a high position in a society help anyone? I swear by Allah, no!To strive to live according to the law of Allah, to perform prayer, pay Zakat, give alms, to perform good deeds and actions that will be put in the cup on our scales in the Last Day, perform your duties towards believers, and to wage jihad in the path of Allah, this is what we must do.
Do we not have clear examples of these false misconceptions imposed upon us by kuffar policy? Remember steep Vasya Temrokov, the businessman, and his family, his palaces and wealth. Did he take anything with him except his acts, and what remained of his immense fortune, and maybe his family had benefited from his wealth! Remember Valeriy Kokov. (about how much damage he has done to Muslims of the republic and how zealous he was in the war with the religion of Allah, I will not speak, he is already getting what he deserved!)
Did his position help him? Or the president does not die? And where is all the wealth accumulated by deception and theft? Perhaps it will help his family? But no! Before God all humans will congregate only with their deeds! All men are mortal, and after death all will receive recompense for their deeds and actions, and will be held responsible before the Creator!
Allah says in the Quran:
"And they prevent others from him (from following Prophet Muhammad) and they themselves keep away from him, and (by doing so) they destroy not but their ownselves, yet they perceive (it) not.
If you could but see when they will be held over the (Hell) Fire! They will say: "Would that we were but sent back (to the world)! Then we would not deny the Signs of our Lord, and we would be of the believers!"
Nay, it has become manifest to them what they had been concealing before. But if they were returned (to the world), they would certainly revert to that which they were forbidden. And indeed they are liars.
And they said: "There is no (other life) but our (present) life of this world, and never shall we be resurrected (on the Day of Resurrection)"."(Al-An'aam 26-29)
Will also, insha Allah, respond to the Lord of the Worlds, the current President Arsen Kanokov. And his untold wealth will not help him, nor the presidential chair, nor his family nor his friends, neither Putin nor Medvedev! NOBODY! And on his balance will only be all his dirty money earned on usury and profits from slot machines. All the lies and deceit with which he fools people, arguing that he does no what anything from the presidential office but to help the country, and invest his money in the economy of the republic, free of charge.
All his actions are against Islam and Muslims. And the construction of the central mosque of "contention" on haram money and building a Christian church with golden domes. Can a Muslim build a kafir temple and close the mosques? And certainly, the cross, which he was handed by infidels in the opening ceremony of Russia's FSB in Nalchik, will be put on the scales in the Last Day.
This, a very few people have heard, because this fact is concealed from the people as any other truth. He was awarded with order of st. Sergius of Radonezh II degree, by the patriarch of Moscow and Russia alexy II in honor of 450 anniversary of entering of Kabardino-Balkaria into Russia. A terrible combination of all that is hateful to Allah! But he certainly has a big advantage over the previous tyrant cooks: he is still alive and may come to his senses and repent to the Almighty Allah, and maybe Allah will show mercy and will forgive him ...
Allah said about them:
"And let not those grieve you (O Muhammad) who rush with haste to disbelieve; verily, not the least harm will they do to Allah. It is Allah's Will to give them no portion in the Hereafter. For them there is a great torment."(Al-Imran, 176).
I would really like to live with you, to continue to take care of you, to engage in farming, to educate children in Islam, to worship Allah and live a peaceful life, but now it is not possible as long as Muslims are in such a situation, and while on our land there is the law of kufr instead of the law of Allah!
Allah says in the Quran:
"And fight them until there is no more Fitnah (disbelief and polytheism: i.e. worshipping others besides Allah) and the religion (worship) will all be for Allah Alone [in the whole of the world]" (Al-Anfal, 39).
I ask of you, my precious Mom, reconsider your positions. Stop blaming everyone else that I went out for Jihad, starting from my brothers who by the grace of Allah who began to pray before me, and ending with my wife, to whom I am very grateful for the support and understanding.
Do not listen to all sorts of wise men from the "spiritual management", which use the fact that your generation listens to them. They, being led by this gofer in power (I mean a. Pshihachev), will never speak the truth. May Allah reward them in full for all their deeds and all their words directed against Muslims.
My dear mother, I ask your forgiveness for everything! We are all just people and everyone makes mistakes, but to me it is important that you forgive me for everything and be pleased with me. I want to appear before Allah with a quiet heart, because Allah's contentment - in contentment of parents. I know what you experience each time they storm brothers and where - kuffar conduct a special operation. Every time you think that I could be there, and expect that they will inform you about it. And from those thoughts and experiences, mother's heart is shrinking from the pain and fear for my life.
But I beg you, that you worry for our Ahira, for, when we stand before Allah, we fear only Allah. After all, the Lord of the Worlds promised that if you do not feel the fear of losing your son, property, life and all worldly things, and spend your fear for the fear of Allah, you will not know the fear in the Day of Judgment, and you will not be sad! We must seek Allah's contentment, and should lead jihad in His way, raising the word of God on earth.
"Jihad is ordained for you (Muslims) though you dislike it, and it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know."(Al-Baqara, 216).
"O you who believe! What is the matter with you, that when you are asked to march forth in the Cause of Allah you cling heavily to the earth? Are you pleased with the life of this world rather than the Hereafter? But little is the enjoyment of the life of this world as compared with the Hereafter.
If you march not forth, He will punish you with a painful torment and will replace you by another people, and you cannot harm Him at all, and Allah is Able to do all things." (At-Tawba, 38 39)
"Let those (believers) who sell the life of this world for the Hereafter fight in the Cause of Allah, and whoso fights in the Cause of Allah, and is killed or gets victory, We shall bestow on him a great reward.
And what is wrong with you that you fight not in the Cause of Allah, and for those weak, ill treated and oppressed among men, women, and children, whose cry is: "Our Lord! Rescue us from this town whose people are oppressors; and raise for us from You one who will protect, and raise for us from You one who will help"."(An-Nisa, 74, 75)
I can not personally hear from you that you are happy with me as a son, and forgive me for everything, but if you say this to Allah, then this will be enough for me!
I beg your forgiveness for everything, but I do not regret that I've chosen this path and do not feel guilty for it. On the contrary, I hope to receive the award at the Great Allah that he would introduce me to the Gardens of Firdaus in His mercy, and I thank Allah for bringing me to jihad in His way! Allah chooses the best of people and make them Muslims! Then he selects the best of the Muslims and makes them Mujahideen! And then the best of the Mujahideen Allah makes SHAHEED in His way!
I urge you, my dear Mother, to join the fight in the way of Allah and follow the only right path now! To do this, you just need to understand that all those who once opposed to Islam and Muslims, and fight us, are the enemies of Allah.
My dear Mom, do not pass by, when someone offends or humiliates the Muslims, help with whatever you can our brothers and sisters doing their utmost in the way of Allah, help the Mujahedeen with your wealth and make every effort to do so, and if necessary, cover mujahedeen from the kafir, and then Allah will certainly make you one of the succeeded, in both, this world and in the Eternal world.
Mother, ask Allah, the Merciful, that your son gets martyred, and that Allah takes me to the Gardens of Firdaus, where the rivers flow forever! Make Dua that Allah makes us and our posterity righteous, that He strengthens us in His way and grants us Martyrdom! And then you can rejoice that on the Day of Resurrection you by the grace of Allah will have an intercessor to the Almighty Allah!
Mommy, I know how hard is for you to make this move and follow this path, but the reward of Allah for it is very high, and when you hear, insha Allah Ta'ala, that Allah has bestowed upon your son the Martyrdom on the path of Allah, do not forget the verse from the Holy Quran:
"VERILY, WE BELONG TO ALLAH, AND TO HIM IS OUR RETURN!"
Peace and blessings of Allah be with you my dear mommy! I'm in a hurry to get to Heaven, and I hope to meet with you in paradise!
Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!
Source: IA "GURABA"
~Battle for Hind~
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